I lost it. That is why I haven’t posted in forever. I lost the dang book. I thought I would find it and just say I took a break from it because of school, but no I lost it. Taking it everywhere is hard. Now I don’t know where I left it because I toke it everywhere. Crap-ol-la.

Day 5 I believe?
I did this one on the bus with all my choir friends on the way to a singing contest. Hence the music notes.

I learned this weekend that were is no way I can post what I do in the journal on the weekends so I will now update every weekday will summer comes :) so a post of things will be coming tomorrow! Have a good night or whatever, love Madi

Today I went shopping, and that is the only time I carry a purse, so I did the trace the things in your bag. Only I cannot find my camera, and I’m getting a new phone Sunday because the one I have has reached it death so it wont send the picture I toke of it. Picture will be provided tomorrow but I really want try to make sure I post everyday of this so I will let you what I traced.

1. My wallet, with $56 inside.

2. My student id.

3. A hair tie.

4. Lipstick.

5. A note from my friend Todd.

6. Titanic in 3-D movie ticket… p.s. the ship sank 100 years ago in about 2 and a half hours (i am a huge titanic lover, not just the movie like the ship-ship… i know a shit ton of shit about it!) (sorry for the profanity)

7. Lastly, a ticket saying my purse is a real Coach purse. (thank you, grandma it was a good sweet sixteen choice)

That is all, love Madi!

If you cant read this and your itchin’ to know what it says, feel free to message me.. i don’t bite all the time. I had chosen to do this page today because today i realized how truly optimistic i have become. I used to be so sad, and now i am a ball of happiness.

We had a discussion about love in my English class, cause get deep in there. I was the only person who believed in true love, and that you gotta kiss some frogs along the way. I was the only person who though people had soul mates. Also I was the only person to say I was going to look for it, even if its not real of I cant find it… and I’m totally find with that. Its the optimist inside me getting out… let yours free.

Today I wore a shirt that says lets go steady. A kid one of my classes just looked at it and shook his head (it was a boy, and i dont have many boy interactions so this was a good moment for me to actually produce words around someone with testosterone) so I say what. He replied, “Your shirt. Its such an old saying.” I replied with a yes and that im an old soul, and i like that saying from way back when. He then told me that I seemed like one of those people who belonged in another time period. Major compliment for me, and he said it with a smile, like he meant it in a good way and wasn’t make fun of me so even better.

The point, you are probably wondering, is that it got me thinking of all the old things people used to do and say that they dont anymore. It also got me thinking about the things I used to do as a kid that I dont anymore. So, im my wreck this journal, I connected the dots like a kid. At first when it said to close your eyes then connect them from memory, I thought theres no way im going to remember where the dots were… I did. Then I used the color pink to do it because I was a very girly-girl as a child (still am today) and pink is a girly color normally. Plus, its what princesses where and I wanna be a princess someday.

Thanks, love Madi!

Ahhh!! Pictures are not how I want them to be…. I will get used to this adventually….

The bottom is the page when I started numbering the book… Did you know there is a crap ton of pages to make your own numbers for in that thing. It toke all of my study hall and spanish. Only, nothing ever happens in Espanol so its like a second study hall. I started with the number 7 because I like the number 7. I like odd numbers… odd right? My favorite number though happens to be 17; it has a seven in it.

The top is when I decided the page needed life.